Posted on July 25, 2008 by betrayedbycybersex
Having a day today where I look at my life and wonder how it will be enhanced by staying with Bob. Bob is a great guy, the “little porn man” is a jerk.
Do I want to sit here for the rest of my life wondering if he’s really running errands? Do I want to play [...]
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Posted on July 24, 2008 by betrayedbycybersex
Wish I wasn’t writing this blog. Wish none of this sex addiction stuff ever happened. Wish…wish…wish…
I’m doing better. The shock is over and now I need to decide what to do. I know none of the pornography, masterbation, cybersex and affairs had anything to do with me. I do know that I am scared for [...]
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Posted on July 23, 2008 by betrayedbycybersex
Why is God in the picture everywhere you see addiction stuff? I am a Christian (afraid that I’m blaspheming here), but my BF isn’t and the 12 step programs are based on a higher power. Well, that’s kind of hard to get your head around starting a 12 step program without even knowing or believing [...]
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Posted on July 23, 2008 by betrayedbycybersex
Yep, I’ve given up. I cannot possibly look as good as the airbrushed models, porn stars and I definately can’t compete with Bob’s fantasies.
So here’s the thing…I’ve
stopped shaving my legs and my “bits” ( i am shaving airpits since it’s summer)
i don’t care what i eat
I am wearing PJs all the time
most days I don’t [...]
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